Cough!! Cough!!

*Sweeps down cobwebs* *Cough!!*

Whatsssssssssuuuuppppppppppppppp Bloggy!!! I've been gone for a hot minute huh? As in, I even stopped making my rounds…like completely fell off. Not sure I’m back cos it seems this blog thing has left my body, sadly, but I made a mental note to come back exactly six months [almost missed it too] after my last post so here we are.

I wasn’t sure if I would just random as usual or do an actual post. If I random, I get to cram stuff into one post. If I do an actual post then I’m saying I’ll come back and write the rest…can’t promise that.

So random it is :D

Can one decline being a God parent? How would one go about doing that? I have 3 God children…I don’t have any kids of my own yet. I was thinking the other day that GOD FORBID anything happens to their parents…I automatically have 3 kids to take care of [I know a lot of people just pick God parents as ‘something to do’ cos I really don’t know if these people go the legal route of naming God parent as guardian but…]. So yea, imagine something happened like right now at this point in my life…how on God’s green earth will I care for 3 kids…varying ages. Yikes!!!

               Oddly enough I was talking to one of the parent of one of my God kids [after i had the above thot] and he said “…be there thinking its cute oh. If something happens to me and I will him to you, you’re the one that’s going to deal with him.” Which kinda buttresses my point above…they would actually have to pen me down as a guardian [which I’m not sure people really do]. That statement sounded like it wasn’t automatic that he wills him to me...abi? Hmm.

I've been on two international trips this year…two totally different types of trips: One was full on touristy type…I mean the works- tours/wakajugbeing/sight-seeing/day trip to another city/etc. The other was full on chill/party type- food and drink all inclusive/pool and beach lounging/adrenalin pumping activities…YOLO type steez. I had a freaking BLAST at both. I wonder if I can squeeze one more in before the year runs out…probably not. Wait, will Canada count? Hmm

The MeàGodàMy Faith triangle gets more complicated and frustrating as the years go by. I must be missing/not getting something. I hear great word [mostly have], do all I can to build my faith but somehow it remains really hard. I just never feel like my relationship is where it should/can be. I feel like my prayers stay “going to voicemail”. God is God right so obviously the problem is with………….?? You guess it!! *sigh* That said, I’m feeling the urge to just lay low again…don’t know if that a good idea or not [actually I’m sure it’s not]. I feel like I’m becoming embittered [*Gasp!*] and I don’t know how to turn it around :cry:

Disappointments from people are one thing, feeling disappointments [you were really expecting/praying about something] from God are a whole ‘nother story. How are you to constantly “build up your most holy faith” in the midst of recurring ‘disappointments’?

You all know I’m natural right? Well I went and did something stupid!!! I caught myself trying to give myself a trim and guess what I did?? Chopped most of the bloody thing off…I wanted to cry!! Like who sent me message? I honestly was thinking ‘ah I just need to trim it a little and even it out…how hard can it be?’ Omo mehn…I pretty much did another ‘Big Chop’…my Third one so far. I am, however, pleased to announce that it is growing back nicely [I was scared I had jinxed my growth] *whoop*whoop*…by this time next year I’ll probably be back to where I was. I’d post pictures but I’m too lazy to.

Finally bought my sewing machine…wooohoooo!!! I’m working on a few things. I might do another post…if laziness doesn’t get the better of me. I even joined a meetup…let’s see if I ever go.

So it seems fertility has been a hot topic on some of these shows. Seeing as I ain’t no spring chicken myself I wondered how much these things go for. I mean, I know they don’t come cheap but umm, yea!! So how much does it cost to freeze eggs?

“Fertility’s fees can be as low as $200 per month. Clients should be prepared to spend $9,000-$13,000 for one egg freezing treatment cycle which includes standard medical, science and service fees, egg transportation and the first year of storage. Subsequent treatments are priced between $5,000-$9,000. In addition to these fees, clients should expect to pay $2,500-$4,000 per treatment cycle for medications that are ordered directly from our specialty pharmacy partner and several hundred dollars in laboratory costs for required infectious disease screening. NOTE: Plenty of things can go wrong. The eggs might not survive the freezing process. They might not create viable embryos when mixed with sperm. And, even more likely, they might not attach to uterus when implanted.”

YIKES!!!

You know how you see or hear something the first time and all of a sudden it seems to be everywhere? I heard this phrase “You’re only as happy as your saddest child” for the first time earlier this week and I’ve heard it on two other shows on two consecutive days since then.

I really don’t understand how someone I don’t really talk to expects me to invite them to come visit…for wetin na? So I’m pose to take time out and host you, let you stay at my crib, entertain you meanwhile in all the years we’ve ‘known’ each other we say maybe 3 sentences when we see. #wheredeydodatat? Abeg shift.

Fruit Cake from Whole Foods = Delishhhh!!!

It really blows not having ‘anyone’ to talk to sometimes. #Lifeofaloner

It’s weird how we receive or perceive things. I looked at pics from Stephanie okereke’s wedding and I was like ‘oh wow…’ I felt it was a well done, classy ceremony aka money well spent and not over the top even tho I hate grooms in white. Then I see another wedding where you can obviously tell boku money was spent and for the most part most of it was nice but I just didn’t get the same feeling…maybe it was the ballerinas? Lol *shrug* . But mehnnnnnnnn…Money is GOOD!!! Chei! God dey sha aka #PoorMansPrayer.

Completely forgot about ‘Absentee Vote’…I’m glad that’s an option even tho it prob won’t make a diff in TX.

I really didn't have much to say after all. lol. I sha wanted to come dust the blog sha.

I hope everyone one of you have been doing well. It's weird how most people just kinda dropped off...pretty sure its thanks to twitter and you all prob still keep up with one another on that side. Anyhoos, you all be easy!! The end of the year is upon us uall...do your best to ride it out strong.

Muah Muah Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Peace and Hair Grease!!